satrday afternoon. tired from the pains of the same greeting/closing scripts, the same pc that i use everyday so i could get paid every month, the same goals that i do so i could meal stubs or gift certificates...tired of having a single routine.

life isnt about living in just a shell. i agree to that but exploring the outside world takes in resources too. the irony is, living in the same routine can get you paid, but taking time on liesures and enjoying the other world takes in the pay you just got. cruel, isnt it?

one day you'll be happy, after your day off you go through the process again. its not really that boring. you get to meet a lot of different people. having different issues. but do they Know you? just your screen name they do. they even have got a clue what your doing at the office; just loathing your boss or making sweet talks with your hot officemate.

life really is a matter of change. and im learning to accept that. even on the most climatic times of my adulthood i still accept the responsibility of change. change drives us to become what we are now. i am now starting to think that fate is indeed false. what's true is choice.